If smiles were water, I’d send you the sea.

okay here's a fast & short update yo! :)

spent half a day photoshooting. OMG it's tiring really. 

To be frank, I'm not a pro in photoshooting. I shall kid you not. 

HAHAHA looks like I need more practice huh? :P

And seriously, I need to work hard to archive a nice body lah! no joke.

am fat now, having flabby thighs, no body shape. wtf.

such a failure as a girl. no? well, I dont know. :/

What I know is.. I need to do more exerciseeeeeeeeeeee! 

seriously need more motivation here, can anyone help me in this? Hehe.

Was kinda upset this morning.

I realized that she really doesn't trust me. She thought that I lied to her.

She doubted me. even tho I'm already 18. Looks like I'm just a bad girl in her heart. 

& yes I am sad about it! :(

I just hope that she'll know that.. 1 time mistake doesn't mean I'm rotten.

I'm still the girl who is just hoping to be someone that you can be proud of. :')

ahhhhhh, please just ignore my craps above. xD

I'm just releasing my feelings here as I can't do it anywhere else. 

as my lil bloggie is a place for me to type out everything inside my heart. ;)

love you lil bloggie.♥

time to hit the sack now peeps. Good nightsss to all yo! :D
Stay Tuned~ ;)